Thursday, September 30, 2004

Taken Away

What do you do when someone you love or care about is taken away from you. Whether they are taken way by death, or seperation, or anything else. Its hard on someone to understand why this happens to them. Here I ahve had the love of my life taken away from me by war. I think this was really hard on me because we have never been apart for very long. I some how have managed to get through this so far. I jsut keep thinking to my self you have made it this far, you can do it just one day at a time. When it comes to death that is the hardest thing to happen to anyone. I just had a friend who lost there two year old boy. I cant imagin what they are feeling right now. I think I would die if I lost my kids. Your kids are sapose to burrie you first not the other way around. My hear broke when he told me what had happened. This may sound bad, but the only thing at the time that I could think about was thank god it wasnt my kids. For abybody who takes life for granted, stop what you are doing, look back on everything you have and be greatfull that you have it. Befroe you walk out your door, tell the people that you love that you love them. It might be the last time.

I know for me I thank god for what I ahve and that my husband (the love of my life) is ok fighting for our freedom. When he gets back I will hold him till the day that I die. So from now on tell the people that you care about thank you for careing and give them a big hug. Life is short, so live it to its fullest. I cant wait for my husband to get back so we can start over again. Like it was the beging. Take care all. BIG HUGS XOXOXOXOXOXOXO

...a perfect example of censorship at work...

School removes gay marriage from debate
Thursday, September 30, 2004 Posted: 12:57 PM EDT (1657 GMT)

FORT MILL, South Carolina (AP) -- Administrators at Fort Mill High School decided to remove gay marriage, abortion and stem cell research from the agenda of a planned student debate out of concern that they might clash with a state law on sex education.
Two of the three topics originally were on a list of eight approved by Principal David Damm for use in a student-run debate scheduled for October 19. The debate is intended to mirror the debates between President Bush and Sen. John Kerry.
A debate announcement said issues such as education, taxes, jobs, the war in Iraq and faith-based initiatives would be discussed, but "because of South Carolina laws, we cannot discuss such controversial issues as stem cell research, abortion or homosexual marriages."
Both Damm and Superintendent Thomas Dowling said the restriction referred to the state's health education act, which prohibits health class discussion on abortion and homosexual sex.
Dowling said the administration was concerned that if these topics were supposed to be excluded in a classroom setting, "quite possibly, it's an exclusion that would carry over" to a student debate.
Dale Stuckey, chief counsel for the state Education Department, said he has not seen stem cell research mentioned in the statute.
"There is nothing in state law that prohibits in general discussion of any topic," Stuckey said.

(Man, I don't know about you guys, but I think that's fucked up! I can understand homosexual sex, to a limited extent, but the other two things? And it's not like kids aren't being exposed to homosexual sex and abortion on tv and in music already. If keeping it quiet was doing something, that'd be one thing, but that's the equivilant of someone in 2005 going around trying to preach that the world is flat. Sheesh, some rules are stupid.)

...must-see television...

I just wanted to remind everyone who can and who are interested to watch the first presidential debate between Bush and Kerry tonight. In Central Standard Time, it is at 8:00 PM. Channel 2 is airing it, as well as other channels I'm sure.

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

...removed...

I have removed the offending post. My apologies.

Monday, September 27, 2004

You heard it here first folks!

Shark said...
Ok fine, I J. R. D. now announce my candidacy for President of the United States of America. And with this announcement there will be punch and pie at my house, just show up on the 18th at 6:30 pm and we will all get started on the campaign plan just in time for November. It will be a fast hitting plan giving the other candidates no time to dig up anything on me! HA it is so nuts that it just might work! What do you think?
5:46 am

Sunday, September 26, 2004

Monday, September 20, 2004 (as posted & commented on Deadlines)

Come on people, lets turn up the Wattage to what I know we all have!

Ok, we are communicating back and forth in the comments of the blogs, having wonderful conversations and actually communicating again. Yeah us! :)
I have tried to explain the "Three- edge Sword" which is being used by Shark on the blogs, so everyone realizes that they are only seeing their side of thoughts, feelings, interpretations. This is all true, but now it is being argued that it is even a possibility. As I have written, for us as HUMAN BEINGS, it is impossible to truly grasp the Sword and use it for our own self-enlightenment. We as a species are not yet blessed with the mental capacity or faculties to truly understand others as of yet. I say yet because I am hopeful that more of us are able to understand and learn to work around our shortcomings to understand our fellow MAN (WOMAN.) But I can see we have a long way to go because we are still not able to accept this basest of principles.
WE CANNOT SEE THE TRUTH EVER! WE CANNOT SEE THE OTHER SIDE EVER!

We can strive to understand and see the other side, and only then will we truly be enlightened to as close to the Truth that we can attain. That is not to say that questioning this concept is wrong, that is how we gain understanding, which if you ever read my comments on The Voice’s blog (click his name on the Council Chambers or any other to view all blogs they are a part of) that is the most important (or at least one of) endeavor in my life right now. To understand. It is a hard and tedious never-ending road that I happily chose to embark upon. I only gripe about this because there seems to be nobody trying to understand WITH me. I was never told that this was a lonely road, and thought if I tried to let my friends know that it existed that they would join me on my journey. Okay, my anger is spent now. That is why I posted it here than on the Council Chambers, I did not and do not want anyone to view this as a personal attack, just my frustration of watching so many brains try to wrap around the same concept that they mention in different words but do not see the connection or similarities.
PEACE AND LOVE TO ALL, AND TO ALL A HELL OVA NIGHT! :)
posted by Deadpool at 9/20/04 3:40:07am

7 Comments:

Angle69 said...
Hey Pool I do agree with you. Sometimes I wonder if everyone could just sit down, at the same time, and talk this all out. It would do wonders for everyone. Just a thought.
9/20/04 3:59:00 pm


The Question said...
There are those who can see the truth... but they must try hard, and they may not like what they see. The media's cloud of deception is growing stronger; blocking our sight of the truth. And it will continue to grow. They will only show us what they think we need to see, while hiding the real answers. This censorship will eventually destroy the seekers of the truth who will be replaced only with mindless automatons, and then nothing will stand in their way…
9/20/04 5:48:18 pm

Shark said...
You speak with a silver tongue and are well traveled, yet you do not grasp the message that is right in front of you. The truth is distorted by the person who beholds it.
9/21/04 8:07:13 am

Shark said...
And to Pool, right with you man, been trying to hammer the point across but just wasn't sticking.
9/21/04 8:11:13 am

The King of Quill said...
As I've stated before, sometimes too much damage is done to the bridge to do a repair...
9/22/04 9:56:50 am

Angle69 said...
For crying out loud people you have move on from the past. You can’t fix the past so just put it behind you and just try to start over. You can’t hold something over someone's head forever. If you cant move on from the past then you need to take a long look at yourself first. This is not pointed at anyone directly.
9/23/04 6:19:09 pm

The Voice said...
Okay, now was it just me, or was that just plain damned funny? Deady makes an awesome point about the Truth...a point which each of us has repeated in his/her own language at one point or another during the argument about it on the Council. But almost everyone (I said ALMOST!) who posted comments about it here took a heinous left turn and commented about something totally other than his point...thereby proving his point. LOL.

Deady, you should post this on the Council.
9/26/04 11:26:21 am

Friday, September 24, 2004

...three-edged sword, revisited; but not as you'd think...

Just figured out how the three-sides theory can work, but not in the original way described. Side One: What I see. Side Two: What you see. Side Three: What WE see; as in, when two sides come to the same agreement as friends.

See, the problem with the original was the personal view vs. what's real. Since reality in this theory will always be under a person's view, there's no way to fully discern what things are. However, when you take into account that the third side is a SHARED, MUTUAL view...then it is no longer one person's, but both.

A Public Apology To Quill

Okay, first and foremost, Quill my man, I do apologize for going ape shit the other day and censoring things that may not have needed to be censored. My sincerest apologies.
Now, the topic at hand is a perfect example of perspective and "Three-Edged Sword". Now, do you know why I am upset that my name was actually posted, no I would guess not. I have friends and family from all over reading this blog and my own personal one. I made comment a comment recently about the crisis of Sept. 11. I divulged what is still classified info about a few people that could get them court martialed and a few years at least in a maximum security prison for treason. This being a time of war, that also carries the death penalty simply because I spoke out of turn about them. Now is that fair to put such a weight on your shoulders? I would have to say no, plus you were not aware of exactly how sensitive and dangerous that info was that I said as an offhanded comment. But say if you were me, and you know that the only reason your cell phone is still on is so that they can trace and tap any landline or cells that they feel are suspicious. You may take this as an exaggerated example or as a joke, but I am not kidding.
About a month ago, an old "friend" of mine shows up wearing a ball cap from the orginization he belongs to, all because I made a phone call to an old friend. Suffice it to say, we didn't talk, he got my attention, and when I looked at him, he nodded, saluted me, and walked away, his favor repayed to someone who owed me a favor. Hokey-sounding, yes, true none the less. Now being as I know this, I don't go around calling certain people who this organization really wants to talk to, and I am one of the few links that is able to walk away from it. There is nothing that will ever make me betray my friend, near or far.
That being said, the perspective of it is that I a proud that you feel safe enough from outside harm to be able to freely post your name. Now in America that is your right to do so. On the web of course, there are no international borderlines that cannot be crossed, that are guarded by brave men and women who would give thier lives for US, the people that they don't know.
Now the Three-edeges of this whole situation is that, you can see your side, and you can read our side, now can you see the truth in all of this? If so post it for me so that I can know if I have finally convinced you of the one thing you stated in a post to Angle69 and Shark, about everybody having their own views on things, and sometime the only way to get any where is to sit down, think it over, even discuss it.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

...I think I finally get something...

I hate the conflict. Let me off that train. Then, after we're all off of the train, blow the shit out of that fucker.

From Quilled Scripts: "I’m beginning to think that maybe the threats to freedom of speech started with the people in today’s society. Yeah, that sounds about right. We did it. We started denying each other freedom of speech, getting pissed at what we post or say, and just look what it blossomed into."

"I will make a deal with everyone. We all agree that blogs are public forums, right? Well, blogs are also personal journals. As such, they give way to vents created in anger, and vents with the purpose of putting thought to words. Why we all do this, when we know people could get pissed, I can't say...maybe we're all stupid that way. But to all on the Council and in BugJuice and anywhere else: Go ahead and post whatever you want about me, if I piss you off. In turn, I will be allowed to vent my feelings in the open of my blog/journal. And we will handle any descrepencies or disagreements resulting from them outside the blogs and in a mutual manner.

Let's start picking up the pieces and giving ourselves back the freedom of speech."

Who's with me here?

(If you go to my personal blog, Quilled Scripts, you will find even more on this subject..)

Wednesday, September 22, 2004

...oh please...council of cowards...

This is funny. Funny in the extremely sad sense. Guess what...I'm Nick Gass, I did that to fuck with our buddy Beaver. In an attempt to sound like an evil-kid-genius mastermind, I did the first name last initial bit. Immature? Yeah, it is. But do you want to know what's even more immature and ridiculous? The concept of, "Oh no, we can't possibly reveal our REAL first names, that would expose us to the world and make us all vulnerable!!!"

Yeah....right. I have a nickname, it's The Quilled One. Or, sometimes, Quill, or King of Quill. But my real name is (get ready all you people wanting to expose me and attack me, because here it comes...) is Steve. Steve P., to be precise. Stephen P., if you want to be more technical. Oh man, I really fucked myself, didn't I? Some evil organization is going to be able to expose me or something now, right guys? Come on, grow some fucking balls, it's a first name that you share with hundreds and thousands of other people around the globe. Better not say your first name on the street or in a public place too loud, right? Because we here on the council (and I'm probably not going to be for very much longer after this post; but oh well) are so important that we are in danger if anyone knew our real names. Yeah, right. Bullshit.

And, yeah, I know everything I'm saying might make you guys think, "So it WAS Steve, he was this Question guy all along!! We knew it!!" Well, sorry guys...I was Nick Gass, but I wasn't The Question. I would swear that on a thousand bibles in a church in front of every holy man in existance too, on my life and lives of everyone in my family, and on the souls of every lost child as a result of kidnappings and murders.

But, carry on with the hiding behind the nicknames. As if it's really THAT important.

Enough is Enough

Okay, now enough, is e-fucking-goddamn-nuff, I tried to be patient, really I did. What little I have is now gone. Question, you have used our names and all have bitch-slapped you for it. Now I am banning you from any blog that I have any say over.
How dare you use my name you dumb shit. this shit is anonymous except to those we choose not to be anonymous to on purpose! Do not bother apoligizing, you are gone. If you persist, I will find you. At that time, if you do not beg enough for me I WILL KILL YOU! IS THIS ALL GETTING THROUGH TO YOU NOW! IF NOT, TRY ME AND SEE WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENS TO ASSWIPES WHO PISS ME OFF. AND SINCE ALL OF THIS IS ANONYMOUS, THE COPS NOR THE FEDS WILL EVER TRACE YOU BACK TO ME! SO DO NOT POST ANOTHER COMMENT HERE AGAIN!
GOT IT!
DUMB ASS SONOVA BITCH SHIT FOR BRAINS!

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

The Gorilla is Satisfied

Yeah me! I no longer have to try to keep a horny 900 lbs gorilla from trying to beat Quill. He has one again been recognized on the Bug Juice website. As all of you may know, the last update removed him accidentally from our lives.

Quill I will take pictures of the Gorilla and e-mail them to you. I have pictures of Deadpool as you can tell. Also, I you can use my profile here as my bio on the Juice site.

PEACE

...call to action...

Ok...this Question guy is a mystery that needs solving. I'm now going in Hogie mode. Voice, Deadpool, Shark...we need to find out who this guy is. Spawn is going to help us as well.

Let's look at the facts: he knows us, or at least a lot of us; he knows Pheonix's full name, and his messages are always shadowy and cryptic. He's a guy, so that rules out any females. And it can be safely assumed that it's nobody in the Council. Or can it? Shark, you're no stranger to the game of deception...Vince, you also have one of the more devious minds I can name. And Voice, well...perhaps your adamant nature in attacking Question so quickly can indicate an attempt at a 'red herring' on your part, to lead us to believe it is two people instead of one. You said yourself that there are major similarities between your profiles and your posts...

I'm just grasping at straws at this point people, forgive me if I am off-base here...

...check this out...

Have any of you seen this...?

http://www.freedomunderground.org/memoryhole/pentagon.php#Main

It's amazing how vulnerable we were on that day, folks...it's also amazing how willing our own government is to hide the truth from us, it's own people.

Monday, September 20, 2004

...THIS is our leader?? or "I'm posting this. Deal."...

This is a bit of information that I came upon. I'm sorry if some don't agree, but then again, I'm also NOT sorry in the least for posting it, and would do it again in a heartbeat. The following is from John Kerry himself:

"This election is about choices. The most important choices a president makes are about protecting America at home and around the world. A president's first obligation is to make America safer, stronger and truer to our ideals.

Three years ago, the events of September 11 reminded every American of that obligation. That day brought to our shores the defining struggle of our times: the struggle between freedom and radical fundamentalism. And it made clear that our most important task is to fight and to win the war on terrorism.

In fighting the war on terrorism, my principles are straight forward. The terrorists are beyond reason. We must destroy them. As president, I will do whatever it takes, as long as it takes, to defeat our enemies. But billions of people around the world yearning for a better life are open to America's ideals. We must reach them.

To win, America must be strong. And America must be smart. The greatest threat we face is the possibility Al Qaeda or other terrorists will get their hands on a nuclear weapon.

To prevent that from happening, we must call on the totality of America's strength -- strong alliances, to help us stop the world's most lethal weapons from falling into the most dangerous hands. A powerful military, transformed to meet the new threats of terrorism and the spread of weapons of mass destruction. And all of America's power -- our diplomacy, our intelligence system, our economic power, the appeal of our values -- each of which is critical to making America more secure and preventing a new generation of terrorists from emerging.

National security is a central issue in this campaign. We owe it to the American people to have a real debate about the choices President Bush has made and the choices I would make to fight and win the war on terror.

That means we must have a great honest national debate on Iraq. The president claims it is the centerpiece of his war on terror. In fact, Iraq was a profound diversion from that war and the battle against our greatest enemy, Osama bin Laden and the terrorists. Invading Iraq has created a crisis of historic proportions and, if we do not change course, there is the prospect of a war with no end in sight.

This month, we passed a cruel milestone: more than 1,000 Americans lost in Iraq. Their sacrifice reminds us that Iraq remains, overwhelmingly, an American burden. Nearly 90 percent of the troops -- and nearly 90 percent of the casualties -- are American. Despite the president's claims, this is not a grand coalition.

Our troops have served with extraordinary bravery, skill and resolve. Their service humbles all of us. When I speak to them when I look into the eyes of their families, I know this: we owe them the truth about what we have asked them to do and what is still to be done.

In June, the president declared, "The Iraqi people have their country back." Just last week, he told us: "This country is headed toward democracy. Freedom is on the march."

But the administration's own official intelligence estimate, given to the president last July, tells a very different story.

According to press reports, the intelligence estimate totally contradicts what the president is saying to the American people.

So do the facts on the ground.

Security is deteriorating, for us and for the Iraqis.

42 Americans died in Iraq in June -- the month before the handover. But 54 died in July -- 66 in August and already 54 halfway through September.

And more than 1,100 Americans were wounded in August -- more than in any other month since the invasion.

We are fighting a growing insurgency in an ever widening war-zone. In March, insurgents attacked our forces 700 times. In August, they attacked 2,700 times -- a 400% increase.

Falluja, Ramadi, Samarra, even parts of Baghdad -- are now "no go zones" -- breeding grounds for terrorists who are free to plot and launch attacks against our soldiers. The radical Shiite cleric, Muqtada al-Sadr, who is accused of complicity in the murder of Americans, holds more sway in the suburbs of Baghdad.

Violence against Iraqis from bombings to kidnappings to intimidation is on the rise.

Basic living conditions are also deteriorating.

Residents of Baghdad are suffering electricity blackouts lasting up to 14 hours a day.

Raw sewage fills the streets, rising above the hubcaps of our Humvees. Children wade through garbage on their way to school.

Unemployment is over 50 percent. Insurgents are able to find plenty of people willing to take $150 for tossing grenades at passing U.S. convoys.

Yes, there has been some progress, thanks to the extraordinary efforts of our soldiers and civilians in Iraq. Schools, shops and hospitals have been opened. In parts of Iraq, normalcy actually prevails.

But most Iraqis have lost faith in our ability to deliver meaningful improvements to their lives. So they're sitting on the fence instead of siding with us against the insurgents.

That is the truth -- the truth that the commander in chief owes to our troops and the American people.

It is never easy to discuss what has gone wrong while our troops are in constant danger. But it's essential if we want to correct our course and do what's right for our troops instead of repeating the same mistakes over and over again.

I know this dilemma first-hand. After serving in war, I returned home to offer my own personal voice of dissent. I did so because I believed strongly that we owed it those risking their lives to speak truth to power. We still do.

Saddam Hussein was a brutal dictator who deserves his own special place in hell. But that was not, in itself, a reason to go to war. The satisfaction we take in his downfall does not hide this fact: we have traded a dictator for a chaos that has left America less secure.

The president has said that he "miscalculated" in Iraq and that it was a "catastrophic success." In fact, the president has made a series of catastrophic decisions from the beginning in Iraq. At every fork in the road, he has taken the wrong turn and led us in the wrong direction.

The first and most fundamental mistake was the president's failure to tell the truth to the American people.

He failed to tell the truth about the rationale for going to war. And he failed to tell the truth about the burden this war would impose on our soldiers and our citizens.

By one count, the president offered 23 different rationales for this war. If his purpose was to confuse and mislead the American people, he succeeded.

His two main rationales -- weapons of mass destruction and the Al Qaeda/September 11 connection -- have been proved false by the president's own weapons inspectors and by the 9/11 Commission. Just last week, Secretary of State Powell acknowledged the facts. Only Vice President Cheney still insists that the earth is flat.

The president also failed to level with the American people about what it would take to prevail in Iraq.

He didn't tell us that well over 100,000 troops would be needed, for years, not months. He didn't tell us that he wouldn't take the time to assemble a broad and strong coalition of allies. He didn't tell us that the cost would exceed $200 billion. He didn't tell us that even after paying such a heavy price, success was far from assured.

And America will pay an even heavier price for the president's lack of candor.

At home, the American people are less likely to trust this administration if it needs to summon their support to meet real and pressing threats to our security.

Abroad, other countries will be reluctant to follow America when we seek to rally them against a common menace -- as they are today. Our credibility in the world has plummeted.

In the dark days of the Cuban Missile Crisis, President Kennedy sent former Secretary of State Dean Acheson to Europe to build support. Acheson explained the situation to French President de Gaulle. Then he offered to show him highly classified satellite photos, as proof. De Gaulle waved the photos away, saying: "The word of the president of the United States is good enough for me."

How many world leaders have that same trust in America's president, today?

This president's failure to tell the truth to us before the war has been exceeded by fundamental errors of judgment during and after the war.

The president now admits to "miscalculations" in Iraq.

That is one of the greatest understatements in recent American history. His were not the equivalent of accounting errors. They were colossal failures of judgment -- and judgment is what we look for in a president.

This is all the more stunning because we're not talking about 20/20 hindsight. Before the war, before he chose to go to war, bi-partisan Congressional hearings... major outside studies... and even some in the administration itself... predicted virtually every problem we now face in Iraq.

This president was in denial. He hitched his wagon to the ideologues who surround him, filtering out those who disagreed, including leaders of his own party and the uniformed military. The result is a long litany of misjudgments with terrible consequences.

The administration told us we'd be greeted as liberators. They were wrong.

They told us not to worry about looting or the sorry state of Iraq's infrastructure. They were wrong.

They told us we had enough troops to provide security and stability, defeat the insurgents, guard the borders and secure the arms depots. They were wrong.

They told us we could rely on exiles like Ahmed Chalabi to build political legitimacy. They were wrong.

They told us we would quickly restore an Iraqi civil service to run the country and a police force and army to secure it. They were wrong.

In Iraq, this administration has consistently over-promised and under-performed. This policy has been plagued by a lack of planning, an absence of candor, arrogance and outright incompetence. And the president has held no one accountable, including himself.

In fact, the only officials who lost their jobs over Iraq were the ones who told the truth.

General Shinseki said it would take several hundred thousand troops to secure Iraq. He was retired. Economic adviser Larry Lindsey said that Iraq would cost as much as $200 billion. He was fired. After the successful entry into Baghdad, George Bush was offered help from the UN -- and he rejected it. He even prohibited any nation from participating in reconstruction efforts that wasn't part of the original coalition -- pushing reluctant countries even farther away. As we continue to fight this war almost alone, it is hard to estimate how costly that arrogant decision was. Can anyone seriously say this president has handled Iraq in a way that makes us stronger in the war on terrorism?

By any measure, the answer is no. Nuclear dangers have mounted across the globe. The international terrorist club has expanded. Radicalism in the Middle East is on the rise. We have divided our friends and united our enemies. And our standing in the world is at an all time low.

Think about it for a minute. Consider where we were... and where we are. After the events of September 11, we had an opportunity to bring our country and the world together in the struggle against the terrorists. On September 12, headlines in newspapers abroad declared "we are all Americans now." But through his policy in Iraq, the president squandered that moment and rather than isolating the terrorists, left America isolated from the world.

We now know that Iraq had no weapons of mass destruction and posed no imminent threat to our security. It had not, as the vice president claimed, "reconstituted nuclear weapons."

The president's policy in Iraq took our attention and resources away from other, more serious threats to America.

Threats like North Korea, which actually has weapons of mass destruction, including a nuclear arsenal, and is building more under this president's watch -- the emerging nuclear danger from Iran -- the tons and kilotons of unsecured chemical and nuclear weapons in Russia -- and the increasing instability in Afghanistan.

Today, warlords again control much of that country, the Taliban is regrouping, opium production is at an all time high and the Al Qaeda leadership still plots and plans, not only there but in 60 other nations. Instead of using U.S. forces, we relied on the warlords to capture Osama bin Laden when he was cornered in the mountains. He slipped away. We then diverted our focus and forces from the hunt for those responsible for September 11 in order invade Iraq.

We know Iraq played no part in September 11 and had no operational ties to Al Qaeda.

The president's policy in Iraq precipitated the very problem he said he was trying to prevent. Secretary of State Powell admits that Iraq was not a magnet for international terrorists before the war. Now it is, and they are operating against our troops. Iraq is becoming a sanctuary for a new generation of terrorists who someday could hit the United States.

We know that while Iraq was a source of friction, it was not previously a source of serious disagreement with our allies in Europe and countries in the Muslim world.

The president's policy in Iraq divided our oldest alliance and sent our standing in the Muslim world into free fall. Three years after 9/11, even in many moderate Muslim countries like Jordan, Morocco, and Turkey, Osama bin Laden is more popular than the United States of America.

Let me put it plainly: The president's policy in Iraq has not strengthened our national security. It has weakened it.

Two years ago, Congress was right to give the president the authority to use force to hold Saddam Hussein accountable. This president, any president would have needed the threat of force to act effectively. This president misused that authority.

The power entrusted to the president gave him a strong hand to play in the international community. The idea was simple. We would get the weapons inspectors back in to verify whether or not Iraq had weapons of mass destruction. And we would convince the world to speak with one voice to Saddam: disarm or be disarmed.

A month before the war, President Bush told the nation: "If we have to act, we will take every precaution that is possible. We will plan carefully. We will act with the full power of the United States military. We will act with allies at our side and we will prevail." He said that military action wasn't "unavoidable."

Instead, the president rushed to war without letting the weapons inspectors finish their work. He went without a broad and deep coalition of allies. He acted without making sure our troops had enough body armor. And he plunged ahead without understanding or preparing for the consequences of the post-war. None of which I would have done.

Yet today, President Bush tells us that he would do everything all over again, the same way. How can he possibly be serious? Is he really saying that if we knew there were no imminent threat, no weapons of mass destruction, no ties to Al Qaeda, the United States should have invaded Iraq? My answer is no -- because a commander in chief's first responsibility is to make a wise and responsible decision to keep America safe.

Now the president, in looking for a new reason, tries to hang his hat on the "capability" to acquire weapons. But that was not the reason given to the nation; it was not the reason Congress voted on; it's not a reason, it's an excuse. Thirty-five to forty countries have greater capability to build a nuclear bomb than Iraq did in 2003. Is President Bush saying we should invade them?

I would have concentrated our power and resources on defeating global terrorism and capturing or killing Osama bin Laden. I would have tightened the noose and continued to pressure and isolate Saddam Hussein -- who was weak and getting weaker -- so that he would pose no threat to the region or America.

The president's insistence that he would do the same thing all over again in Iraq is a clear warning for the future. And it makes the choice in this election clear: more of the same with President Bush or a new direction that makes our troops and America safer. It is time, at long last, to ask the questions and insist on the answers from the commander in chief about his serious misjudgments and what they tell us about his administration and the president himself. If George W. Bush is re-elected, he will cling to the same failed policies in Iraq -- and he will repeat, somewhere else, the same reckless mistakes that have made America less secure than we can or should be.

In Iraq, we have a mess on our hands. But we cannot throw up our hands. We cannot afford to see Iraq become a permanent source of terror that will endanger America's security for years to come.

All across this country people ask me what we should do now. Every step of the way, from the time I first spoke about this in the Senate, I have set out specific recommendations about how we should and should not proceed. But over and over, when this administration has been presented with a reasonable alternative, they have rejected it and gone their own way. This is stubborn incompetence.

Five months ago, in Fulton, Missouri, I said that the president was close to his last chance to get it right. Every day, this president makes it more difficult to deal with Iraq -- harder than it was five months ago, harder than it was a year ago. It is time to recognize what is -- and what is not -- happening in Iraq today. And we must act with urgency.

Just this weekend, a leading Republican, Chuck Hagel, said we're "in deep trouble in Iraq ... it doesn't add up ... to a pretty picture [and] ... we're going to have to look at a recalibration of our policy." Republican leaders like Dick Lugar and John McCain have offered similar assessments.

We need to turn the page and make a fresh start in Iraq.

First, the president has to get the promised international support so our men and women in uniform don't have to go it alone. It is late; the president must respond by moving this week to gain and regain international support.

Last spring, after too many months of resistance and delay, the president finally went back to the U.N. which passed Resolution 1546. It was the right thing to do -- but it was late.

That resolution calls on U.N. members to help in Iraq by providing troops, trainers for Iraq's security forces, a special brigade to protect the U.N. mission, more financial assistance, and real debt relief.

Three months later, not a single country has answered that call. And the president acts as if it doesn't matter.

And of the $13 billion previously pledged to Iraq by other countries, only $1.2 billion has been delivered.

The president should convene a summit meeting of the world's major powers and Iraq's neighbors, this week, in New York, where many leaders will attend the U.N. General Assembly. He should insist that they make good on that U.N. resolution. He should offer potential troop contributors specific, but critical roles, in training Iraqi security personnel and securing Iraq's borders. He should give other countries a stake in Iraq's future by encouraging them to help develop Iraq's oil resources and by letting them bid on contracts instead of locking them out of the reconstruction process.

This will be difficult. I and others have repeatedly recommended this from the very beginning. Delay has made only made it harder. After insulting allies and shredding alliances, this president may not have the trust and confidence to bring others to our side in Iraq. But we cannot hope to succeed unless we rebuild and lead strong alliances so that other nations share the burden with us. That is the only way to succeed.

Second, the president must get serious about training Iraqi security forces.

Last February, Secretary Rumsfeld claimed that more than 210,000 Iraqis were in uniform. Two weeks ago, he admitted that claim was exaggerated by more than 50 percent. Iraq, he said, now has 95,000 trained security forces.

But guess what? Neither number bears any relationship to the truth. For example, just 5,000 Iraqi soldiers have been fully trained, by the administration's own minimal standards. And of the 35,000 police now in uniform, not one has completed a 24-week field-training program. Is it any wonder that Iraqi security forces can't stop the insurgency or provide basic law and order?

The president should urgently expand the security forces training program inside and outside Iraq. He should strengthen the vetting of recruits, double classroom training time, and require follow-on field training. He should recruit thousands of qualified trainers from our allies, especially those who have no troops in Iraq. He should press our NATO allies to open training centers in their countries. And he should stop misleading the American people with phony, inflated numbers.

Third, the president must carry out a reconstruction plan that finally brings tangible benefits to the Iraqi people.

Last week, the administration admitted that its plan was a failure when it asked Congress for permission to radically revise spending priorities in Iraq. It took 17 months for them to understand that security is a priority, 17 months to figure out that boosting oil production is critical, 17 months to conclude that an Iraqi with a job is less likely to shoot at our soldiers.

One year ago, the administration asked for and received $18 billion to help the Iraqis and relieve the conditions that contribute to the insurgency. Today, less than a $1 billion of those funds have actually been spent. I said at the time that we had to rethink our policies and set standards of accountability. Now we're paying the price.

Now, the president should look at the whole reconstruction package, draw up a list of high visibility, quick impact projects, and cut through the red tape. He should use more Iraqi contractors and workers, instead of big corporations like Halliburton. He should stop paying companies under investigation for fraud or corruption. And he should fire the civilians in the Pentagon responsible for mismanaging the reconstruction effort.

Fourth, the president must take immediate, urgent, essential steps to guarantee the promised elections can be held next year.

Credible elections are key to producing an Iraqi government that enjoys the support of the Iraqi people and an assembly to write a Constitution that yields a viable power sharing arrangement.

Because Iraqis have no experience holding free and fair elections, the president agreed six months ago that the U.N. must play a central role. Yet today, just four months before Iraqis are supposed to go to the polls, the U.N. Secretary General and administration officials themselves say the elections are in grave doubt. Because the security situation is so bad and because not a single country has offered troops to protect the U.N. elections mission, the U.N. has less than 25 percent of the staff it needs in Iraq to get the job done.

The president should recruit troops from our friends and allies for a U.N. protection force. This won't be easy. But even countries that refused to put boots on the ground in Iraq should still help protect the U.N. We should also intensify the training of Iraqis to manage and guard the polling places that need to be opened. Otherwise, U.S forces would end up bearing those burdens alone.

If the president would move in this direction, if he would bring in more help from other countries to provide resources and forces, train the Iraqis to provide their own security, develop a reconstruction plan that brings real benefits to the Iraqi people, and take the steps necessary to hold credible elections next year -- we could begin to withdraw U.S. forces starting next summer and realistically aim to bring all our troops home within the next four years.

This is what has to be done. This is what I would do as president today. But we cannot afford to wait until January. President Bush owes it to the American people to tell the truth and put Iraq on the right track. Even more, he owes it to our troops and their families, whose sacrifice is a testament to the best of America.

The principles that should guide American policy in Iraq now and in the future are clear: We must make Iraq the world's responsibility, because the world has a stake in the outcome and others should share the burden. We must effectively train Iraqis, because they should be responsible for their own security. We must move forward with reconstruction, because that's essential to stop the spread of terror. And we must help Iraqis achieve a viable government, because it's up to them to run their own country. That's the right way to get the job done and bring our troops home.

On May 1 of last year, President Bush stood in front of a now infamous banner that read "Mission Accomplished." He declared to the American people: "In the battle of Iraq, the United States and our allies have prevailed." In fact, the worst part of the war was just beginning, with the greatest number of American casualties still to come. The president misled, miscalculated, and mismanaged every aspect of this undertaking and he has made the achievement of our objective -- a stable Iraq, secure within its borders, with a representative government, harder to achieve.

In Iraq, this administration's record is filled with bad predictions, inaccurate cost estimates, deceptive statements and errors of judgment of historic proportions.

At every critical juncture in Iraq, and in the war on terrorism, the president has made the wrong choice. I have a plan to make America stronger.

The president often says that in a post 9/11 world, we can't hesitate to act. I agree. But we should not act just for the sake of acting. I believe we have to act wisely and responsibly.

George Bush has no strategy for Iraq. I do.

George Bush has not told the truth to the American people about why we went to war and how the war is going. I have and I will continue to do so.

I believe the invasion of Iraq has made us less secure and weaker in the war against terrorism. I have a plan to fight a smarter, more effective war on terror -- and make us safer.

Today, because of George Bush's policy in Iraq, the world is a more dangerous place for America and Americans.

If you share my conviction that we can not go on as we are that we can make America stronger and safer than it is then November 2 is your chance to speak and to be heard. It is not a question of staying the course, but of changing the course.

I'm convinced that with the right leadership, we can create a fresh start and move more effectively to accomplish our goals. Our troops have served with extraordinary courage and commitment. For their sake, and America's sake, we must get this right. We must do everything in our power to complete the mission and make America stronger at home and respected again in the world.

Thank you, God bless you, and God bless the United States of America."

Saturday, September 18, 2004

As commented in Perspective

I agree with The Voice in part. No one person has reached the capabilities to weild the three edged sword. It takes a lot of training and patience just to accept the concept. Understanding how to understand is not something we as humans are evolved enough to do yet. I just don't agree that the two persons involved in a disagreement are both wrong. Mistaken because they cannot grasp and understand the other person, but that is a shortcoming that we share as a species. So how can I deem anyone WRONG for being human? That would be a fallicy of the whole statement if both were wrong, that would conversely mean noone was right.Which mean that any disagreement can never be resolved, and that everything in this world is comprimise. That is sad and depressing, that would mean we live in a world devoid of understanding. Society has always lacked it on grand scales, hence alot of the sins of the past. But we as strong-minded and intelligent individuals should strive for understanding, of ourselves, of one another. That is all, just that one question. Please give me this guidance, for I seek all of your council on this matter.

Thursday, September 16, 2004

...on hardships and 'knowing' real life...

I would like to take this moment to address a topic that has been a long time coming. Some people on this board have been through a world of total and complete shit. Actually, I would go so far as to say that everyone has gone through their own, individual tough times and bleak periods. Sometimes, people go through something so horrible and hard that they make the claim that they are the only ones that know true hardship, based on the fact that those around them have not had the same experiences. Now, I will say this, merely as an example: if Shark were to say to me, “You have no idea how hard this is.” I would naturally have to agree – I have not a clue what it is like to be in Iraq, to kill someone in battle and see friends and comrades die around me, and I would never claim it so. Something like the above situation is, for certain, quite a hardship to deal with. However, that does not discount any OTHER individual’s hardships in their life. And, it doesn’t mean that said hardships make you any more knowledgeable or wise. My good friend, Corey, is routinely having things happen to him, and putting himself in bad situations, that boggle the mind; and he is none the wiser for his wear and tear.

For me, I spent two years in a psychological battle, struggling to find something in my field. I was reduced to working at Radio Shack, and then for Convergys. Now, Radio Shack is a shitty job, working at fast food would give more pay. RadioShack also does not care about their employees enough to pay them anything they could live on. I was there for almost a year, and then, I got let go. Not because I wasn’t a good salesman, in fact, I was the top guy on the floor; it was because they had to let someone go, and I was that unlucky someone. The reason I worked there for so long is that 1) I had trouble getting anything else in this horrible job market and 2) at least the title of ‘sales associate’ had a level of prestige to it above ‘burger guy.’ Convergys, on the other hand, is a great job; that is, IF you have the patience for it, and IF you don’t have your sights set on a dream you’ve had for years. Now, this may not SOUND like anything too hard. But, it was the psychological struggle with this that was so hard. Knowing that I had a degree, that I was capable, and that with each passing day, I’m growing closer to the fact that I may have to give up or at least put on hold my dream of working in construction and design…THAT is the hardship I had to endure. I also had to deal with the fact that my college changed my major on me, from Drafting to Construction Management. My wife, my beautiful, wonderful Angel, got me through all of this, and for that, I’m grateful. But I reached a point where I felt that it was ME, that it wasn’t the economy; that I didn’t know what I was doing.

Now, that isn’t to say that I know the trials of war, or that I know what it’s like losing a child. However, it doesn’t make mine any less painful for me. In fact, it also doesn’t mean that I don’t have a solid handle on what life is all about. I was once told that I didn’t know what it was like to be an adult, to be “out in the real world”, that, in fact, no one knew what it was like but them. That, of the people they knew, no one came even close to 'knowing' the real world and life. That, my friends, is total and complete bullshit. Just because someone hasn’t been down the same road you have, doesn’t make you any more of an authority on adulthood or life or the real world than anyone else. We’ve all been through rough times, and every rough time has it’s worth and merit. There is no such thing as a “worse than yours” hardship. I don’t discount anyone saying that they have been through some bad shit. What I can’t stand is when they make the claim that they’ve had it worse than anyone, that you can have no idea what “real” pain is, that you don’t know what it’s like the “the real world.” That, to me, shows that recognition is desired for these hardships, that they are just trying to get some attention and create drama. Why? I don't know; I can't fathom why anyone would wish to be recognized for horrible events in their lives. Perhaps it's just a need for that attention that I mentioned. A need for sympathy.

I wasn’t really going anywhere with that, just ranting. Carry on.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

...shameless plug...

Hey, fellow council members. I have created a blog titled "Juice Wars". It has to do with BugJuice (Voice, K, I know you guys don't really know what it is, Deadpool, Pheonix, or Shark can explain...), and it basically works like this: I post a fight between two Bug Juicers. You guys comment on who you think would win. The fun continues. Right now, only four matches are up on the blog, but more are coming. I plan to post two or three more, involving different people, by the end of the week, but I'm waiting for responses on the other battles first. You can visit it at: http://quilledjuicewars.blogspot.com or just access it from my profile. Have fun with this, I did this for everyone.

Just take a deep breath....

Now if we all can just take a deep breath in ...............................................................and out slowly.Good now count to ten 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10,and let us all start over again.Hello I am the one called Shark ,what is your name?You see people we are trapped by the past no matter how we say we are not we are.I myself just sent an email out that should have waited until I checked the blogs.Quill while we have had our differences in the past cant we just leave the past there were it belongs?Just agree to disagree and drop it.The last part of the email was abit harsh,for those of you who do not know I said word for word"Sorry you feel this way and no matter what I say you will not change your thoughts to accept things as they are so while I say thank you for not wanting me dead,go fuck yourself in the nicest way possible.Have a nice day."
This was not the nicest thing for me to say,and it was not thought out.Apon reflection,and reading many of our blogs and responces,I have come to the conclusion that we all need to make a clean break with past problems and start anew.Here is a great example:Angel and I are now making great progress at just surviving our marrige,just recently we had an"interesting problem"with which we could have devorced over,but to everyones surprize we are working things out.Becuase of the power of just letting go.As many can tell you things could have gone very badly,but it didn't becuase I was there to help her in any way I could.It took alot out of me to hold myself in check but I did and it was the right thing for me to do.Make of this what you will but my message is clear to those with open eyes,and hearts.
Shark

Tuesday, September 14, 2004

...Hello...

The King of Quill has taken his seat on the council. Or something. I really am flattered for the invitation to sit in on the council; keep in mind that I am primarily a solo flier, but am definitely not above the team thing. Of course...I'm not a mutant character or an X-Man, I'm Son Goku, but...still, thanks for taking me in. Happy blogging to all...

Friday, September 10, 2004

Why take away my pain??

The first thing people say to a person who has had a tramatic event is oh had sad for you.Or they want to console you and take your pain away.Come on folks we are who we are because of what we see and do with our lifespan.The pain is a way of growing as a person,it is a feul ,a driving force that can empower or overpower us only if we let it.Pain is life and we all need to know that we are alive.We can always get what we want but we do get what we need,it just takes time to see past the box into the rest of the picture.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Hit and run friends

Something that just drives me crazy is a hit and run friend.That is somebody that was a good friend and just stopped calling and coming by for no reason.Doesn't talk to you for two or three years and then emails you on how sympthic they are to your situation or how they support you.
Bullshit!!!The true friend is the one that never turned thier backs on you,the ones that were there with you in the dark times.The ones that took you in when you had no place to go,The ones that would give the very clothes off of thier back to keep you warm.That is a FRIEND!!!
It doesn't matter where you are in the world a true friend is still at your side and has your back.
At least here I can face my attackers.

Monday, September 06, 2004

Just a quick Question Councilors

I changed the design of the blog, does this meet with everyones approval. If not give me suggerstions in the comments of this and we will then vote.

Interesting Self Revelation

Iwas just thinking about some comments that The Voice has made. The one about people who need to be ignored is highly important to a current situation that I was made aware of. To this person I say only one thing. Gp to hell and get the fuck over yourself. You are not important and will never be. Anyway, I have found that at certain person (me,) can be somewhat manipulative and attention seeking. At times, I really don't realize that I do it, then at others I try to stop myself. It is sad. I really need to stop it, I tell some of the horror stories from my life and recieve sympathies from everyone and feel a little better. I have to stop doing that shit, it makes me feel worse afterward. I really need to stick with just this hournal and try to bring my friends happiness. That being said, I love you all, and wish you the best of luck with all your endeavors in this life and any other.


Saturday, September 04, 2004

the past is important

You might want to look to past posts and see if you have been tagged by me,for I do not speak with out catching up on old conversations;).Once I made my way to the council I stayed at the edge of shadow to see the sway of the wind and now I make myself known to you all."If you were to take an ant and pick it up on your fingure then put it back,what would it say to the other ants." "It is good that we do not have all the answers to the problems of life,because then we would have no reason to live"

Da da da da dadadadadadadda dadda(Jaws music)

Shark has arrived from a long journey,and I also have a private blog called thoughts of Shark.
Hello my boitches,you been given my bro Pool' a hard time?Well that just wont do.Now you have to deal with the both of us muhmuhhahahahah.......why isn't anyone else laughing?


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Friday, September 03, 2004


(The words that didn't make the transfer right)
When 'Pool is giving you shit, and raising all kinds of Cain in the Lou, do you; Have him killed, Call Joe in Iraq, Call his Mom...
Do you just give up...

Thursday, September 02, 2004


"The Merc with the Mouth is back in the Saddle! Yeeeeeeeee haaaaaaaaaaaa! "
"That is right biotches, leave Deadpool out of Bugjuice, he comes looking for you :)"

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

In answer to my Belief in Fairytales

Some of us didn't sleep much, especially when I was a kid. My first holiday memory was helping my Grandfather put the presents under the Christmas tree, so naturally I knew there was no Santa Clause. That and he asked me if I believed in Santa. I said no, he said good, then I don't have to pretend with you. I sometimes wish I had a normal upbringing, my brother Drummond and cousin Paul believed in Santa then and they were 5 and 4 years older than me consecutively. So that would have made them 9 and eight. I also never trusted many people and refused to take pictures with the Santa at Famous Barr even before my Grandfather ever asked me. I know, it sucks, but I was never a normal average kid. Most kids first words were mama or dada, baba, this. When I started to talk my first words were Bitch and fuck you. Can ask my Mother to verify if you wish.
In all honesty there was one time my mother almost convinced me there was a Santa. I had really wanted the huge version of Omega Supreme. My Mom said that it was to expensive. She went on a business trip after my birthday with her boyfriend to Chicago. That Christmas morning, after I had actually slept the night before, I awoke to find a huge box from Santa under the tree. It was Omega Supreme. I knew my Mother wouldn't have bought it, and her boyfriend is, was, and always will be a worthless shit, so it had to be Santa. Later when everyone else had woke up because I was running through the house saying Santa had found a way down our skinny ass chimney(that is a quote,) my Mom was so proud that I finally believed in Santa. I was on my best behavior ever for all of six hours. The reason was her boyfriend came over, started drinking beer, and told everybody about their trip to Chicago, how on the way back after going to 18 different toy stores to find the deluxe model of Omega Supreme, they got stuck ing a snow ditch for about 2 1/2 hour before help came. I pushed the button on the rocket claw and shot him in the head. My Mom was so mad at him because she had tried for all of my life to convince me there was a Santa (the only holiday creature I couldn't disprove with facts, they supported his existence when I looked him up,) she told me that she was sorry that she tried to fool me. She confessed that the only way to make sure I didn't find it, and nobody would tell me about it was to keep it a secret and hide it at Rap's house because I refused to enter it. I told her I forgave her but that she had to stop trying to convince me that the Santa I researched was still alive and magically delivering presents throughout the world in one 9 hour time span. So for about six hours one day when I was eight, I believed in Santa, that was all. Sorry man, I was brought up in a family with a college English professor, and accountant, a realist Grandfather who started teaching me about life and common sense probably before I could walk, and a Grandmother who never lied to me and gave me what I wanted. If it was something that they didn't want to tell me, they said simply that, they didn't want to tell me right now, all were forbidden from saying things like children should be seen and not heard, and you ask to many questions. If it was said to me I retaliated by causing as much physical pain in the saying as I could until they left my presence. Just ask Rap(Alcee Alfred,) my Mom's boyfriend, he will tell you what it feels like to be double jump kicked in the balls and have knives thrown at you be a four year old until only his Grandmother could restrain him and calm him down. That was my childhood, born with too much common sense and no tolerance for disrespect or ignorance from anyone.
I mean really people, how fucked up is that. A kid not being able to be lost into a simple thing as a childhood. I would love to be able to be able to disappear into my imagination. To live a life ion total oblivion to the shit that happens in this world. Such was not and is not to be my lot in life. I am to fricking rooted into reality to be able to escape. I am an Expediter, the person who waits for an assignment from some source, and then gets the job done in all efficiency and expediency. A friend of mine has recently described me as a genius and bored, I can't really deny him that truth. I don't like it, but truth is truth. I hate having to come up with ideas. I dislike with a passion being asked to do something with the limits people want to place on me after they ask. That is like having a guard dog on a leash in front of the house when there is a burglar inside. I get things done! So let me do that in peace. If you want something done, call Deadpool, it will be done fast, and correctly, just don't ask how. That is not as hard as it sounds, I just don't like being evil to my friends when they need a favor, then want to control how I am supposed to handle it.